hello snow, goodbye sanity
so, jersey greeted me with rain, then sleet, then snow. oh joy. a year ago i wouldve gladly welcomed this weather, even a month ago i would have, but not since leaving hilton head. ever since my trip down memory lane ive been thriving off of the mere thought of a little thing that jersey lacks - sunlight. i cant quite figure out why the weather has my panties in a twist. jesus christ, its just a little wind and gray skies, right? and yet, my university of tampa application was the first one i finished and is really the only one i care about getting into. who the hell thought i would want to spend anymore time in the south? i didnt. anyway, im still coping with these odd and obnoxious feelings - i want to stay, i want to go. blah.
well, ive been home for five days (and counting) and still have remnants of my trip to hhi strewn across my bedroom just waiting to be put back in place. ive worked at dads restaurant one night since ive been back. it feels good to know im making some cash..to pay off my growing debts of course. im pretty sure ill be giving my paychecks for the next three months to my dad. in my own defense, he never should have let me take his amex 'for emergencys'. because to me, not being able to find a parking spot in the city after looking for fifteen minutes, forcing me to park in a parking garage for 40 bucks a night, definatly constitutes as an emergency. also, my first class of the semester was yesterday, american lit. its gunna suck - i can just feel it. being the procrastinator that i am, i didnt sign up for todays class until an hour after it was over. so next week everything will officially start - we'll see how shitty 'music appreciation' really is and if i actually have the attention span to sit through three hours of american history.
but i guess ive got an open weekend. finally some time to breathe. well, sort of. ive still got a million college applications to finish. two or three different essays to write for them. ew. although, after doing my tampa app online, finding that its a ton easier, ill be doing the rest online. forget writing my name and social over and over. my room decor is also begging to be worked on. my red sox/pats wall is in need of some new photos to fill the void where johnny d's poster used to reside. ha, later johnny. and my bare walls opposite my bed are summoning my so called 'creative flare'.
going to catch up on some reading,
its catcher in the rye this week.
yes, by choice.
because, well, im a loser.
night, Em
well, ive been home for five days (and counting) and still have remnants of my trip to hhi strewn across my bedroom just waiting to be put back in place. ive worked at dads restaurant one night since ive been back. it feels good to know im making some cash..to pay off my growing debts of course. im pretty sure ill be giving my paychecks for the next three months to my dad. in my own defense, he never should have let me take his amex 'for emergencys'. because to me, not being able to find a parking spot in the city after looking for fifteen minutes, forcing me to park in a parking garage for 40 bucks a night, definatly constitutes as an emergency. also, my first class of the semester was yesterday, american lit. its gunna suck - i can just feel it. being the procrastinator that i am, i didnt sign up for todays class until an hour after it was over. so next week everything will officially start - we'll see how shitty 'music appreciation' really is and if i actually have the attention span to sit through three hours of american history.
but i guess ive got an open weekend. finally some time to breathe. well, sort of. ive still got a million college applications to finish. two or three different essays to write for them. ew. although, after doing my tampa app online, finding that its a ton easier, ill be doing the rest online. forget writing my name and social over and over. my room decor is also begging to be worked on. my red sox/pats wall is in need of some new photos to fill the void where johnny d's poster used to reside. ha, later johnny. and my bare walls opposite my bed are summoning my so called 'creative flare'.
going to catch up on some reading,
its catcher in the rye this week.
yes, by choice.
because, well, im a loser.
night, Em