Anita is hugging herself when Micah heads towards the front door. There is some conversation for a moment, and Anita knows one voice is Micah's, but the other she recognizes as Damian's. She should have felt him coming close, should have sensed him outside the house, but she hadn't. It spoke to her own exhaustion, to her own distraction, and her
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In any case, this is what he has been reduced to after days of being avoided and utterly ignored. Days of being pushed away like the last few weeks of feeding the ardeur had never happened. He is wearing the outfit on purpose. Jean-Claude might have an oddly anachronistic fashion sense, but the man knows how to highlight another's attributes like no other. If this doesn't get Anita's attention so they can speak, he isn't sure what will ( ... )
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"Then Jean-Claude should be quite happy when the fiscal year ends," she murmurs as she takes an unconscious step back from him. "He's a shrewd business man, and it seems Danse Macabre was a lucrative idea."
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He relies on that twist, on the skin hunger that makes them both want to touch the other. "Jean-Claude is a mastermind for orchestrating it. The only place one can dance with vampires... and I'm the one they've been pressing themselves against all night, the pale statue chosen to match the night's décor."
It's how he feels at the club, yes. More importantly, however, it's how he feels in this house lately. He feels like the token vampire, kept out of necessity or obligation, like a piece of furniture you keep around because your stingy aunt made a gift of it.
There are many things Damian is, but he is not a decoration to be ignored.
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"I've been to the club," Anita tries, stepping back again. "I've seen you. You work those women quite well, enjoying how they react to you. You're hardly a statue."
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The smile that flashes on his face is unnatural and dangerous. "Oh, yes... I enjoy the teasing and flirting very much." It's what made the job bearable, though only just. Damian's pale fingers play along the edge of the counter, caressing it in a way that he knows will draw Anita's gaze and jump-start her imagination again. "But we aren't allowed to have sex while we work," he pauses with a pointed, green-fire glance at Anita, "though some of them beg for it."
The parallels between his job at the club and the time he had spent doing his duty as food for the ardeur are undeniable. Anita had begged him to take her in every non-verbal way she could, but he had always respected her wishes, held back for her, stayed within the rules. The only thorough sex he has been getting has been back at the ( ... )
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"I told you weeks ago you could have lovers," Anita says, hating how husky her voice is. "You're free to fuck whoever you want, whenever you want, even... even Nathaniel."
She ignores the slight tinge of jealousy that threatens to rise with the idea of Damian fucking any other woman but her.
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When Anita gives him a rather confused look, he just stares evenly at her. "I have a coffin in your basement. It is adequate, but hardly romantic."
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Anita thinks about that. Nathaniel claimed one of the rooms upstairs as his, though he spent most of his time in Anita's downstairs. The second upstairs bedroom was an office, and the third was storage. None of them were adequate anyway, since they all had large windows to let in the sunlight.
But there was the room over the garage, with its small window, and that window could easily have shutters installed.
"We can clean out the room over the garage for you," Anita offers, trying to keep her eyes on Damian's face and not his body. "You can have it as your own."
Anita pointedly ignores the anger she hears tinging his voice, because she doesn't quite want to face it yet. The room issue is easier.
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That she gives on his suggestion and assigns him a room without a fight is a surprise, but he doesn't think she does it fully knowing what it entails. "A room all my own? A sign that I'm actually part of the household? A place to bring my lovers while retaining my place beside my master? You certainly are accommodating tonight."
It probably isn't wise for him to mock her. It really is something he hasn't done so blatantly in hundreds of years. It's a flexing of his will against hers.
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"Don't be an asshole," Anita snaps. "All you ever had to do was ask for a room and I would have given it."
And then the rest of his words sink in.
"You'd want to bring women home? Here? And have them what? Stay over? Eat at the table with the rest of us while you're dead for the day?"
Oh, that was not going to happen.
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And there it is. The challenge. The small smile on Damian's face is anything but pleasant. He knows exactly how much that will push Anita's buttons, and he lets them be pushed. He's tired of being cast aside and forgotten by the one person he should matter to.
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"No," Anita says firmly. "I won't have women you've just picked up in the house. If that's what you want, we'll arrange something with Jean-Claude so you can have your room at the Circus back. You can use that when you want to get your rocks off."
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"My home is here with you. I won't be relegated to Jean-Claude's keeping because you refuse to deal with me. You are my master now." He doesn't know if it's possible for him to make it any clearer than that.
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"I know that."
God, does she know that.
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"If you are my master, then touch me." Because she hasn't in days, and it's driving him to metaphysical madness.
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It's something that's irked her about her love with Jean-Claude, and has made her pull away from Damian. She wants him so much, wants him like she wants Jean-Claude and Richard. A visceral desire to run her hands all over his body, kiss him until they're breathless, and fuck him until they both scream with climax.
Anita has to tilt her head back in order to stare into those bright green eyes that house such unnatural power. Her voice is rough, quiet, as she speaks. "I want to touch you," she admits. "You know I do because you feel it just like me. But... Damian... you're acting strange... funny."
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