Oct 13, 2005 22:42
Ya know, I think it's things like this that make me question what the hell I'm even doing. Apparently now I'm a bad person/friend. Because I wasn't listening to other people's conversations or something. I don't even know what it's all about. All I DO know is that in one second, she went from someone who I had nothing but respect for, because she was showing so much strenght through all of this, to someone who I would rather not even look at because her words were so hateful and cruel. I guess I'm just not good enough. I'm not surprised. that's how it always is isn't it? It's so much easier to believe that people are BAD people than it is to realize how much they care for you and would always be there for you. If I'm a bad friend it's because you chose to believe that I am one, rather than say something to me about it before running your mouth about what a bad friend I am. And no, I'm not mad. I'm hurt. I can't believe you. You're not a quitter, or stupid, but you are ONE thing-- a hypocrite. I'm a bad friend for not sticking up for you? I wasn't given the chance, because had I been I would have taken it. Aren't you just as bad for assuming the worst about me?
What the hell ever. It's the dumbest shit I've ever heard of and frankly I cannot believe that shit was said about me. OH and if SOMEONE would like to make comments about shit that they ALSO have NO FUCKING IDEA about, they should go ahead and make them rather than just saying that they would but they'd rather keep their mouth shut. If you wanna start shit, start it right. Don't hedge.