Jun 09, 2005 12:49
One day it all catches up with you. Every ended relationship, every tear shed, every broken heart. You pick up the pieces, you brush them off, and you put them back together...only each time you need a little more glue. Then, just like that, glue's not enough any more. The cracks, the holes, the shattered dreams--they're a part of you. And try as you might, you can't fix what's been broken, you can't mend what's been torn. You're downtrodden, pathetic, unable to go on--or so you think. Then HE walks into your life. And with a smile, a whisper, and a KISS, you're no longer broken. Your world of gray becomes a little brighter, a little more colorful. The more time you spend with him, the more complete your once fragile, shattered heart becomes, until one morning you wake up and just like that you're in love. And the grass is greener, and the sky is bluer, and the past--is the past. You are no longer consumed with regret, remorse, and pain. Yet in the back of your mind, in the depths of your heart, one thing lingers-fear. Fear of what you're risking, fear of going back, fear of being broken again--this time ...forever... Then he smiles and says the three words you've been longing to hear-and nothing else matters.
I wrote that last night. =) I think it's good. Maybe. IDK!
Anyways, yesterday was fun! BEACH DAY! lol Got sunburnt all to hell, but oh well at least now I have SEXY tan lines and will be tan later =D I'm so excited.
I leave next Wednesday for Atlanta. YAYYYYY! I won't be back until the 19th which is Sunday, I think. The only bad thing is I will miss people--especially Ryan! but oh well it's only like 4 days so it's just practice for when he goes to Iowa. =(
ANYWAYS there's not a whole lot to say so I will get at y'all later.