Nov 30, 2004 23:29
So I'm partially mentally preparing for Okada Fear Factor tomorrow night, partially just self-reflecting.
physical fears:
- cockroaches
- computer/video games
- (probably) getting lost in the woods at night
- (probably) being underwater for a long time
- maybe some more, but I just haven't discovered them yet :-P
- I don't think eating stuff would bother me so much, especially if I'm hungry...hehe
non-physical fears:
- getting on people's bad sides
- letting people down
- not following through on my words
- trusting people before they deserve to be trusted
- making the same mistake twice
- being negatively influenced by other people
- being overambitious
- rejection
- asking questions in class (unless when correcting the teacher/prof)
- wasting other people's time/bothering other people
- participating in class discussions
- committing to something that I end up not enjoying
- not being able to sleep when I'm tired
- nightmares
- insecurity
- losing my mind/health
- being unoriginal/inert
- having regrets
- losing a loved one
- doing something stupid that could've been prevented
- doing something that doesn't make any sense
- feeling alone in the world
- giving/acting on bad advice
- following orders that are logically/ethically wrong
- losing my love of life
- losing my honor
- losing
- losing the ability to conquer fears
- losing the knowledge of which fears I should conquer
- losing the knowledge that without fear, there can be no courage
- losing knowledge