Aug 07, 2003 14:22
well i found out some bad news today....i cant move to california any time soon. at least a year or more. fucking probation. so now...i am moving in with katie. she needs a roomate, and her bf doesnt want the other room. its only $235 a month plus utilities. so that is going to be cool i guess. and its a nice house/duplex. and its not far from campus....even though i am not supposed to be on campus....which is how i am using this computer....they shouldnt catch me...i hope not. i cant go back to that damn jail.
well last night was really fun. i hung out with this cool dood named stephen and his gf cassie....they were cool as hell. then i came home to joey's at like 7 and started drinking my ass off. i forgot how much fun i have when i drink. so we all dressed in our boxers and a white t-shirt with sandals and went to the bars. we got laughed at, and we did get to dance. it was kinda nice. its nice to be around girls after being in jail for like 51 days...even if they dont do anything with me...its nice to see the other sex.
thats another thing...hilda...the reason i havent written you back or talked to you about this whole thing....is because i really dont know what to say. when i was locked up...it seemed that you were kinda ashamed to be with me or something...and that really hurts. i wrote you like 4985785754637 times....and not one response. do you know how much that hurt? it hurt alot....and another thing...i cant move to california. even if i had like $5867568745867 i couldnt go. i would go back to jail. and i am not going back to that fucking place. i wont do it.
well thats all that i have to say right now. im starting to hate computers. too much drama involved. talk to you guys later.
o yeah....carolina you are the fucking coolest...dont let your boyfriend get you down. you know i love ya, and so does everyone else. thanx for talking with me. you help ease stress.