That's how men and women get to eachother. It's like 'Oh, are those muffins?' THE HOOKS!!!
I got my hair done today. I was this really big fucking mall in one of the larger citys near me. I bought a ton of things because my father always buys me things >-> It's actually god annoying. Seriously, he's done it sence I was a kid. I know he wants to spend his money on me, and I don't want him to, but he insists anyway. He's like 'Oh, do you want this? You already have it? Well, you want it again? No? You sure? Sure? Sure? SURE?!' I love my dad, but every time he asks me 'Do you have that MCR shirt?' I seriously want to break his skull open with the nearest hard object. I don't want to be winey and all, but I think it stems from my childhood, when he would try to cover up the lack of a mother with really exspensive clothes and electronic devices. Because most people would be like 'Oh, how in the world can you be depressed?! You have all this nice stuff!' Which was really shallow, because at the age of six I would have given up all my dolls and video games for a happy family.
That was really winey, wasn't it?>-> Anyway...
Yeah, so I got this book on zombies, a MCR bookbag, a hoodie thing that looks like the black parade coat in girl fit, some socks, some books I need for school, and hair die.
Which I was very excited about. I've been dying to dye my hair bright purple for ages, sence it's my favorate color. But it came out very dark. Black, really. All well. Mom says she'll take me to go get bright purple chunks in it professionally, but it's a serious waiste of money because she's always complaing about the bills, even though she doesn't know about all the money dad has because he hides it from her. Mom says she doesn't get enough, and dad says every time she gets what she asks for, she'll say we need more for no reason. I stopped trying to figure out who was telling the truth a long time ago.
And I have a major crush on the most amasing girl in the world. She is shy and intelligent and quirky and crazy and interesting and funny and acward and beautiful beyond measure. Her name's cinda, and I've never met her in person, but I met her from my exgirlfriend's friend friend. I talk to her online occasionally, but I can't stop thinking about her. I wait for her online every day, but she hasn't been on. I hope she's having a nice summer, and even though I want a chance with her, I know she likes another girl names Vickie, and I hope that they're hitting it off well, because I know how much she likes her.
All well, you can't always get what you want, but if you try sometimes you find that you get what you need. =) At least I'll have a nice friend. I'm going to ask her to go hang out or grab a cup of coffee next time she's online.
Isn't it sad I like a girl I've talked to like seven times? But I know so much about her, we have pritty intense conversations. But I don't think she sees me as a real friend...yet.
Wish me luck =D
That was really winey, wasn't it?>-> Anyway...
Yeah, so I got this book on zombies, a MCR bookbag, a hoodie thing that looks like the black parade coat in girl fit, some socks, some books I need for school, and hair die.
Which I was very excited about. I've been dying to dye my hair bright purple for ages, sence it's my favorate color. But it came out very dark. Black, really. All well. Mom says she'll take me to go get bright purple chunks in it professionally, but it's a serious waiste of money because she's always complaing about the bills, even though she doesn't know about all the money dad has because he hides it from her. Mom says she doesn't get enough, and dad says every time she gets what she asks for, she'll say we need more for no reason. I stopped trying to figure out who was telling the truth a long time ago.
And I have a major crush on the most amasing girl in the world. She is shy and intelligent and quirky and crazy and interesting and funny and acward and beautiful beyond measure. Her name's cinda, and I've never met her in person, but I met her from my exgirlfriend's friend friend. I talk to her online occasionally, but I can't stop thinking about her. I wait for her online every day, but she hasn't been on. I hope she's having a nice summer, and even though I want a chance with her, I know she likes another girl names Vickie, and I hope that they're hitting it off well, because I know how much she likes her.
All well, you can't always get what you want, but if you try sometimes you find that you get what you need. =) At least I'll have a nice friend. I'm going to ask her to go hang out or grab a cup of coffee next time she's online.
Isn't it sad I like a girl I've talked to like seven times? But I know so much about her, we have pritty intense conversations. But I don't think she sees me as a real friend...yet.
Wish me luck =D