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so.
i stopped drinking. i decided that i do have social anxiety and that is not the cure.
i am trying to be social. but i realized i dont like nearly EVERYONE that i am forced(they come here.) to hang out with every weekend.
all my real friends live so far away. they are so spread out.
i am going to move back to western mass after i finnish school. of this i am sure.
if you know how to fix me, please tell me. i dont like the place i am in right now. i miss a lot of people so much i stop myself from crying at least 3 times a day. i like my job, and my boyfriend and my real friends here (which are few and far between.)
this is so lame. but i am honestly that desperate. and i hate myself for putting this out there...but i need some serious friend time.
i stopped drinking. i decided that i do have social anxiety and that is not the cure.
i am trying to be social. but i realized i dont like nearly EVERYONE that i am forced(they come here.) to hang out with every weekend.
all my real friends live so far away. they are so spread out.
i am going to move back to western mass after i finnish school. of this i am sure.
if you know how to fix me, please tell me. i dont like the place i am in right now. i miss a lot of people so much i stop myself from crying at least 3 times a day. i like my job, and my boyfriend and my real friends here (which are few and far between.)
this is so lame. but i am honestly that desperate. and i hate myself for putting this out there...but i need some serious friend time.