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[thexismyheart]

great, now he thinks that stupid thing just to cuss out that guy was about him.
it wasnt.
johnny is the opposite of anyone ive ever met
he loved me, and he cared.
i wish i would have appreiciated that when i had the chance,
i was so worried that he didnt love me
that i worried myself right out of a relationship i loved
and i still love. i relive it everyday.
its painfull but worth it.

so much shit is going on lately. i dont know what to do with myself.
i cry randomly, people are telling me things that are confusing me.
so much shit.....

one thing hasnt changed.

I love johnny.