solitude vs. loneliness vs. autonomy
april vacation is almost here which is good.
i am:
-going to Emerson's april preview on friday.
-leaving Boston and driving myself out to Amherst to
-stay at Hampshire that night and attend the accepted students' day there saturday.
-leaving Amherst at 3 to hopefully be home by 5
-find everyone and leave for an amazing show @ UNH saturday night
i wish every weekend was that robust. unlike today/tonight. whereas i didnt absolutely nothing.
i called too late and everyone was already in gloucester. so i practiced a lot, since no one ever called me back all night.
i wouldve called other people, but ya know, everyone else was IN the play, and i had no one to go see it with me. i think im going to see it tomorrow though.
i left my house at 11 because i was getting a cabin fever-esque feeling, drove around danvers for a while listening to music. i stopped at cvs for a drink. oh, and i think i killed a skunk by accident, it made me pretty sad.
if anyone is interested in helping putting me through college they are welcome to contribute. did i ever mention to anyone that i wish i was visually artistic, so i could just go to massart for not a lot of money? well i do. too bad. money is the bane of my existence, no joke. Emerson would be 36,000/year and Hampshire 33,000/year.
hopefully this summer i'll get to work at the Organic Garden. i talked to the guy and he said they werent hiring at the moment but they usually bring more people on in the summer, and since i mentioned Evan on my application he seemed pretty earnest in considering me for the summer.
hopefully i will also get the internship at the Peabody Essex Museum, which pays well and would be an enriching and interesting experience, i think. either way, i'd like to work two jobs to keep myself busy and be able to pay for even a little bit of my college expenses. and i want to leave supino's, the environment there is terrible.
in summation, humanity is mysterious, so strange. mmhm.
i am:
-going to Emerson's april preview on friday.
-leaving Boston and driving myself out to Amherst to
-stay at Hampshire that night and attend the accepted students' day there saturday.
-leaving Amherst at 3 to hopefully be home by 5
-find everyone and leave for an amazing show @ UNH saturday night
i wish every weekend was that robust. unlike today/tonight. whereas i didnt absolutely nothing.
i called too late and everyone was already in gloucester. so i practiced a lot, since no one ever called me back all night.
i wouldve called other people, but ya know, everyone else was IN the play, and i had no one to go see it with me. i think im going to see it tomorrow though.
i left my house at 11 because i was getting a cabin fever-esque feeling, drove around danvers for a while listening to music. i stopped at cvs for a drink. oh, and i think i killed a skunk by accident, it made me pretty sad.
if anyone is interested in helping putting me through college they are welcome to contribute. did i ever mention to anyone that i wish i was visually artistic, so i could just go to massart for not a lot of money? well i do. too bad. money is the bane of my existence, no joke. Emerson would be 36,000/year and Hampshire 33,000/year.
hopefully this summer i'll get to work at the Organic Garden. i talked to the guy and he said they werent hiring at the moment but they usually bring more people on in the summer, and since i mentioned Evan on my application he seemed pretty earnest in considering me for the summer.
hopefully i will also get the internship at the Peabody Essex Museum, which pays well and would be an enriching and interesting experience, i think. either way, i'd like to work two jobs to keep myself busy and be able to pay for even a little bit of my college expenses. and i want to leave supino's, the environment there is terrible.
in summation, humanity is mysterious, so strange. mmhm.