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so im pretty pissed. casey & colleen had invited to go up to NH with them, and i was planning on going, but my parents didnt want me driving (bullshit reason #1). so we found someone who could/wanted to drive, racheal, and my parents say there are too many drunk people out on new year's eve and that they dont want me in a car much at all (bullshit reason #2), even though the drive to nh is all 95, wicked easy and probably safer than most of the danvers roads as it gets later.
SOO on top of having to work tonight (it's Tara and Team Brazil tonight...).
but i swear my parents have it in for me. they think they give me all this freedom and that im "lucky i do what i do." i do things right just so they'll give me this supposed freedom. i do pretty fucking well in school, so i get college scholarship money and grants and what not, i dont get arrested or make soft porn that gets out through school, i dont embarass them in any form. i do tons of shit that i think would make most other parents ectastic to have a child like me (conceited, yes now i am). its silly. danvers is just so tedious, bland, stale, and boring. everything about it, the place, the people, are dreary and it all makes me feel like im floating in limbo, no joke. i just wanted to meet new people, so i could perhaps be refreshed. whatever, i dont care that much, its the principle of my parents vs. me.
i really dont want to work. but i guess ill be making 40 bucks rather than pissing and moaning like i am at the moment.
i bought garden state <3. so wonderful. cheesy, maybe, but great. i also watched amores perros which was awesome. it was done really well.
i found some really great poems, and verses/stanzas from poems that i really enjoy, that i feel are important. its odd how i found them but i'm glad i did. it was somewhat enlightening.
oh.
SOO on top of having to work tonight (it's Tara and Team Brazil tonight...).
but i swear my parents have it in for me. they think they give me all this freedom and that im "lucky i do what i do." i do things right just so they'll give me this supposed freedom. i do pretty fucking well in school, so i get college scholarship money and grants and what not, i dont get arrested or make soft porn that gets out through school, i dont embarass them in any form. i do tons of shit that i think would make most other parents ectastic to have a child like me (conceited, yes now i am). its silly. danvers is just so tedious, bland, stale, and boring. everything about it, the place, the people, are dreary and it all makes me feel like im floating in limbo, no joke. i just wanted to meet new people, so i could perhaps be refreshed. whatever, i dont care that much, its the principle of my parents vs. me.
i really dont want to work. but i guess ill be making 40 bucks rather than pissing and moaning like i am at the moment.
i bought garden state <3. so wonderful. cheesy, maybe, but great. i also watched amores perros which was awesome. it was done really well.
i found some really great poems, and verses/stanzas from poems that i really enjoy, that i feel are important. its odd how i found them but i'm glad i did. it was somewhat enlightening.
oh.