Alive
I have disappeared.
Living a life of nothingness.
But it's safe.
I'm still alive.
It is even beyond my father how I've managed to live long enough to turn 21.
Logging into this journal is very erratic and euphoric.
I read my friends page and it hit me (harder than it has been lately) that I miss some people that are on this list.
It's strange because some of you I miss I only know because of something I hate.
Such is life.
It's far beyond me to contact anyone I miss these days.
The exception of a few who I called this past week that I haven't seen in, well, we don't know how long.
I suppose I haven't updated this journal in quite a while, so I will update with something real.
I live in Charlotte, NC, and that is the only thing that seems factual, even though it's not.
There's no proof that I live here seeing as I cannot afford to change residency yet.
I'm going crazy, though I feel I am the sanest I have been in years.
Living a life of nothingness.
But it's safe.
I'm still alive.
It is even beyond my father how I've managed to live long enough to turn 21.
Logging into this journal is very erratic and euphoric.
I read my friends page and it hit me (harder than it has been lately) that I miss some people that are on this list.
It's strange because some of you I miss I only know because of something I hate.
Such is life.
It's far beyond me to contact anyone I miss these days.
The exception of a few who I called this past week that I haven't seen in, well, we don't know how long.
I suppose I haven't updated this journal in quite a while, so I will update with something real.
I live in Charlotte, NC, and that is the only thing that seems factual, even though it's not.
There's no proof that I live here seeing as I cannot afford to change residency yet.
I'm going crazy, though I feel I am the sanest I have been in years.