"tonight ill lie awake, feeling empty."

[thewrldwilclash]

so i sit here. packing all the things i've ever known.
going through photos of the people i have to leave.
the photos ill take. who i want to look at everyday.
who i want to wake up to. who have been my life.
who i want to remember. who i'll never forget.
who will still be there for me, even though im gone.
who i love.
who i'll miss. terribly.

today is a bad day.

alone. today i am alone. literally.

no one is in my house.
no one is home to call.
im alone.

i cant wait to see how long it takes you.
asshole. know im counting the days.
and that ill never forget.

when i think, i cry.
and i have so much to tell you.
i just wish...