if i knew it was the last time i was going to kiss you, i wouldve kissed you forever.

[thewrldwilclash]

"sleeping pants"
she is the night sky.
brilliant, captivating.
calm.
every sparkle in her eye
a star shining brighter
than ever before.
every word a calming breeze.
with my eyes closed
i can feel her breath,
filling me with the
night's glow.
the moon's jealous
stare in awe
of beauty
herself.

i wish i could have kept you happy.
i wish the future wouldnt tear us apart.
i should have just stayed here.
things would be better.
easier.
but i promised myself i would never do that.
so i didnt.
but i couldnt sleep.
all i could do was cry.
and i had a terrible nightmare.
i never wanted this to happen.
i wish i could be happier for you.
cause thats all you ever wanted.
i cant promise that right now.
but ill try.
ill try really hard for you.
thank you.
im so sorry.

i fucking despise the future.