sometimes i just cant take it.

[thewrldwilclash]

you can never cry enough.
its better when someone's there to wipe em away.
i dont know what's wrong with me, i really dont.
its really hard to be happy.
ive started to view it as a challenge.
thats not right.
i dont know what to do.
i dont know what to say.
i want so many things
im scared of so many things
it would have been cool if i was calm and didnt quiver.
i wish i didnt have insomnia.
i wish i was motivated.
sometimes stop time,
sometimes go to the past.
i dont know if ill like the future,
but im not even sure how much i like the present

i feel like im rolling to the wrong path.
i need to be found.

surprised. and home.
terrified.