Jul 10, 2004 06:23
its a beautiful morning and i haven't slept any. lol. i'm just stressed out because i need to find another job and shit. but i spoke to my dad and he told me that he could find me a job at the airport. any ways. let me stop talking about my problems and tell everyone how i feel right now...
so i'm sitting infront of my computer and all i see is a new day being born. it seems like i'm in a barn out in the country. lol. i got the landslide playin' and the beautiful sun coming up. its 6:25 a.m and all i could think about is how beautiful life is when its going your way. i've really been avoiding all my friends. not just you jessi...lol. but i'm sorry because i did tell jessi that i was gonna be her friend and talk to her and shit but i've really been busy trying to get my life started and trying to get my feet on the right track. its not only you jessi. i got stephen, mark, janelle, david ect. on hold. but now that i've managed to fit some time in my hands i promise to try to spend it with you all. plus, being all stressed out and all, i don't think that i'd wanna call anyone and be all shitty and give off a wrong impression.
i got a great girl friend. her names diana. everything is going great. she helps me cope with my problems weather its money issues, or getting out of this shithole. and she's always there to listen and give me tips. lol. i love you baby.
i got jackie (my neighbor) she been like a sister to me and i just wanna tell her something that sometimes i lack saying. and thats thank you for being a great friend, sister w.e. i love you girl. i'll never forget you and ur kids. (uncle roy over here. hahaha) there will always be a space in my heart for you.
under the basement: our music project is going great. even tho' i feel like i'm the only one kicking beats and shit. but i understand. times a bitch sometimes.
ok well i guess thats it. take care everyone. piece.