I hate this so very much. Why does this always happen to me. I feel like my heart is STILL to this day broken. There literally NOTHING I can do. I don't like being so powerless. Fuck this to the nth degree.
How unique can I be if there are 7,000,000,000oblivion_mindMay 25 2011, 13:31:41 UTC
What's the point in being human when our dreams are so powerful? It is only when I wake up that I realize the concept of pain. That even though I am blessed I am also cursed. It is hard for me to exit my bed when I derive the majority of my pleasure from things that are considered unreal even though the things that are actually real share the exact same rules. That there always has to be something over me ruling over me. Only when I am "asleep" dreaming am I actually free. Yet I would feel selfish to abandon the world to a life of only dreaming even if what I feel there is considered false albeit I know it as a divine truth. Always there are kings above me and I am beset a life of loneliness with no queen. 'Tis a concept to truly be desired. My heart is open it is only that there are no humans to recieve me... As if the concept of love is lost on this plane eternally... There is only hate and destruction here with little pockets of miracles... I still do belive even though I am Oblivion... How unique can I be if there are 7,000,000,
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