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"Mr. Chainsaw" by Alkaline Trio
When was it that you lost your youth or traded
It for something more for them to use so jaded
Why is it that you never said
I love you more than just a friend
I pray this gridlock never ends
And when we get there just depends
I found out recently that you are leaving
For good I hope I softly tell my ceiling
It's better now to be alive
Sleeping is my 9 to 5
I'm having nightmares all the time
Of running out of words that rhyme
Everything that you could never say
Would never matter anyway
I took a hammer and two nails to my eardrums long ago
Before that steak knife took my eyes
I looked up to the sky
For the last thing I would ever see
For the last time I'd cry
When was it that you sold your life or wasted
Every bite of that small slice you never tasted
I guess I should be one to talk
There's nights that I can't even walk
There's days I couldn't give a f**k
And in between is where I'm stuck
From blocks away I heard somebody screaming
That small child inside of you that you left bleeding
You stabbed him up not once but twice
Cubicles will now suffice
Some say it's the roll of the dice
I think they're wrong I know I'm right
Every breath that I could barely breathe
Could barely make it past my teeth
I took a blowtorch to both of my lungs a long long time ago
Every step that i could take
Every one more difficult to make
Mr. Chainsaw came and took my legs a long, long time ago
In case you're wondering
I'm singing about growing up about giving in
In case you're wondering we're singing about growing up
About giving up and giving in
Thats right. Alk3 baby. My friend Mark Volain and I are talking about maybe getting a van and going to see them. Should bring Marie along...not sure if her parents would approve, though. I wonder if they will approve of me, or the show on the 25th...hmm. We'll see.
So I'm starting to get nervous/excited about the Sadie. Primarily I'm worried about what to wear. I do think I will be taking Kristie's suggestion and wearing all black with a champagne colored tie, to match Marie's dress. Kristie says the food at the Sadie sucks...damn. I was really looking forward to it, too. Oh well. We'll see.
Sam got a semi-date, and maybe more. Congrats to him.
Today I got a 92 on a German III quiz, and a 75 on an Algebra II quiz. Thats not tooo bad I guess.
Have to write a 10-page AP History report due Tuesday. Oh boy.
Here's another one of my favorite bands:
Can you guess who it is???!?!?!?
So, I'm totally confused on my girl situation right now. I can't say anything on here or anywhere else expressing my true feelings without someone, be it a family member or whatever, bitching to me about taking it off. I can't stand it, because it makes ME out to be the bad guy when all I'm doing is trying to express how I feel.
On a lighter note, I guess a lot of girls think I'm somewhat cute, judging by responses to some myspace pictures. Thats a good sign haha I guess.
One of my new top favorite bands: As I Lay Dying
They're metal/hardcore, but I love how they write their music.
Eh. Tired.
-Dominic