Aug 22, 2005 21:11
"Saturday Night" by The Misfits
There's 52 ways to murder anyone
One and two are the same
And they both work as well
I'm coming clean for Amy
Julie doesn't scream as well
And the cops won't listen all night
And so maybe I'll be over
Just as soon as I fill them all in
And I can't remember when I saw her last
We were running around and having a blast
But the backseat of the drive-in is so lonely without you
I know when you're home
I was thinking about you
There was something I forgot to say
I was crying on a Saturday Night
I was out cruising without you
They were playing our song
Crying on a Saturday Night
As the moon becomes the night time
You go viciously, quietly away
I'm sitting in the bedroom where we used to sit and smoke
cigarettes
Now I'm watching
Watching you die
I did cry on Saturday night. Maura broke up with me. I dont think the full reason is that she thought I was unhappy. I was perfectly happy. I was holding out until her birthday, when she PROMISED me that things would change. I still cry about it. The worst thing about it, though, is that I found out through a friend. While I was IN MAINE. And so I called her.
And I cried. Cried on a Saturday Night. This is going to be tough for me. She was perfect for me. She was the only girl who showed any interest in me. She lifeted my self-confidence so much. And now it's all gone again. Back to my lower-than-low self-loving lifestyle.
I can't stand it.