Oct 18, 2006 03:21
Everything always feels so real,
isn't there supposed to be
some type of euphoria in all this?
Is it reasonable to chase dreams? Or are they just that? Untangable views of a better tomorrow, a tomorrow which can never come. I find myself where I am because of this conflict between reality and impossible possibilities. Time to sort this out is what I need. Life's facts stand ready to stop dreams from coming true. I just need more time. Time to decipher the tangable from the untangable.
I talk to someone else for the comfort and for the access into another's mind to help me, to expand the limits of my thoughts, to bounce ideas back and forth aloud in a brainstorm. But in the mean time... I'm killing the only person who's ever been this close to me.
Now I know, what it's like to be stuck in a state of such uncertainty.