and this is the part were i stop crying
i was watching one tree hill, and i pretty much teared a little at the end. i hate that because i alwas watch that show and i know that at the end theres some depressing quote that will get you sad. and it did. lord knows why. but last nights episode had soemthing to do with peyton and some dork vising some old dude at the retirement center. and peyton finds out that the old dude likes to race, so she thought it would be a good idea to take him racing in race karts. and the guy thought peyton had a pretty name and he basically said he would rob a bank for her if she asked nicely. well they did that and he literally had the time of his life. but then peyton find out that the old guy(whos nickname i just remmbered is "fireball") has a severe case of alzheimers and that he wont remember the whole afternoon. after they get to the home, fireball forgets peytons name so she felt bad because he had already forgotten the afternoon. so the dorky guy (who fireball calls joe) takes him to his room. "fireball" just so happened to be joes grandfather. and fireball only calls him joe because he thinks this is his son. well he tells joe " i know i havent been the best father and things havent been great with me lately, but one day youll have a kid and promise me youll make your boy into a good man." LORD KNOWS WHY, i teared... just a little. is this because i could possibly missing that void in my life formerly known as my father... of course not. oh welll
later days
later days