Weird weird dream...
Hey Jill this dream was partially lucid!
I dreamt I was smoking cigs for some reason, and I remember reading that smoking cigs in your dream means you are putting up a wall about something. I remember saying in my dream, I must be putting up a wall. So yeah, I am getting closer to becoming totally lucid...
I was at Borders adn I saw my aunt and uncle there (they don't work there in real life). Then I saw this one criminal in the store about to get busted, so he hoarded food like a hamster. It looked pretty damn funny...and then I saw another criminal who wasn't really bad at all, but she was shot and killed. Weird...
Then I was meeting a group of people to do some activity and randomly I ended up in a pool *I have LOTS of pool and water dreams...* Everyone went over this fence part and were having a grand old time sliding down the water slides and such. It was eerily reminiscent from something Wonka-related. I wanted to go but I was afraid of this thing and everyone had so much fun...but I was afraid of being hurt so I stayed in the safer end.
Perhaps this means I am afraid to take possibly great risks for fear of being hurt?
Hmm something to ponder...
I am at the Newman house today. I had to get away last night-it was a roller coaster of emotions day. Pete and I had our little getaway and spent the night here, which was a well-deserved little treat for us. This morning alot of people came to the house which was nice :-D. Some big milestones next week...
~hopefully a session with my new counselor, Janet
~Going to the PCG for the first time
~NRHH interview!
~Emmaus retreat starting on Thursday night!
I have to remember to continue to update my schedule so I can submit it to Monica Grau (advisor of VIP). :-)
Life is good...
I dreamt I was smoking cigs for some reason, and I remember reading that smoking cigs in your dream means you are putting up a wall about something. I remember saying in my dream, I must be putting up a wall. So yeah, I am getting closer to becoming totally lucid...
I was at Borders adn I saw my aunt and uncle there (they don't work there in real life). Then I saw this one criminal in the store about to get busted, so he hoarded food like a hamster. It looked pretty damn funny...and then I saw another criminal who wasn't really bad at all, but she was shot and killed. Weird...
Then I was meeting a group of people to do some activity and randomly I ended up in a pool *I have LOTS of pool and water dreams...* Everyone went over this fence part and were having a grand old time sliding down the water slides and such. It was eerily reminiscent from something Wonka-related. I wanted to go but I was afraid of this thing and everyone had so much fun...but I was afraid of being hurt so I stayed in the safer end.
Perhaps this means I am afraid to take possibly great risks for fear of being hurt?
Hmm something to ponder...
I am at the Newman house today. I had to get away last night-it was a roller coaster of emotions day. Pete and I had our little getaway and spent the night here, which was a well-deserved little treat for us. This morning alot of people came to the house which was nice :-D. Some big milestones next week...
~hopefully a session with my new counselor, Janet
~Going to the PCG for the first time
~NRHH interview!
~Emmaus retreat starting on Thursday night!
I have to remember to continue to update my schedule so I can submit it to Monica Grau (advisor of VIP). :-)
Life is good...