11:46 and I have class soon
I feel untouched by looming heartaches that appear inevitable
Why am I not bothered by them?
I will deem these untouched moments of what could possibly be denial as gifts.
I would rather be happy in the present then sad for a future
Today is not a good day for writing, I am struggle to compose anything with substance and I detest my dismal attempts at rhythm
I leave for Paris on friday,
I hope I fall in love, I have been disappointed too many times by the crude completions of the pictures I had developed
My greatest fear is that his gaze will be fixed on another with more passion than he had ever felt for me. I want those lyrics to be about me, and I want that ache to be felt for me.
because I can't bear the thought that I will ache and be continuously reminded of a person who has forgotten my meaning.
This may be the end for her, but everyone continues, settled in life as though it was just a cold breeze.
So much has changed, and it would make too much sense to loose her now. I will continue on in life and hope that the breeze doesn't bring snow.
I have never been ok with leaving my thoughts unsettled and harsh.
Today, is a good day, and I will continue in the present, because those fear for the future are never the right once and have never been worth it.
Why am I not bothered by them?
I will deem these untouched moments of what could possibly be denial as gifts.
I would rather be happy in the present then sad for a future
Today is not a good day for writing, I am struggle to compose anything with substance and I detest my dismal attempts at rhythm
I leave for Paris on friday,
I hope I fall in love, I have been disappointed too many times by the crude completions of the pictures I had developed
My greatest fear is that his gaze will be fixed on another with more passion than he had ever felt for me. I want those lyrics to be about me, and I want that ache to be felt for me.
because I can't bear the thought that I will ache and be continuously reminded of a person who has forgotten my meaning.
This may be the end for her, but everyone continues, settled in life as though it was just a cold breeze.
So much has changed, and it would make too much sense to loose her now. I will continue on in life and hope that the breeze doesn't bring snow.
I have never been ok with leaving my thoughts unsettled and harsh.
Today, is a good day, and I will continue in the present, because those fear for the future are never the right once and have never been worth it.