me and Jonathon and stuff
Today... me and Jonathon have been hanging out for nearly 10 days straight. My heart is bouncy, at times it feels like a rollercoaster. I haven't had so much fun since 2006 when I was hanging with Lenny. That fizzled (my choice to fizzle it) and this may fizzle too, but in my heart I already deeply care for Jonathon. He's pretty much everything I've ever looked for in someone. But alas it's only been 10 days. It feels more like a month or even two. Sometimes I wonder if this is just how he rolls... does he infiltrate the life of some chick for a few weeks then tire of her and disappear? I wish I knew why he feels the need to have a billion little girlfriends. I wish I could give him all the attention he'd ever desire. We're so similar in so many ways, sometimes it feels like I'm hanging out with myself- maybe that's a common feeling of infatuation, I'm not sure.
All I know is that when he's not around, I sorta miss him. When we wake up separately, I long for him to be near. And when he is around, I'm happy.
And these are just my thoughts for today.
xoxo
the word girl
All I know is that when he's not around, I sorta miss him. When we wake up separately, I long for him to be near. And when he is around, I'm happy.
And these are just my thoughts for today.
xoxo
the word girl