May 02, 2004 01:56
God Dammit I'm Horny. Horny horny horny. I think I'd accept any offer right about now. Phew. Bored. Interesting party tonight... drank, but actually didn't smoke. Wow. I smelt it somewhere in there though... ANYWAY.
So, yeah, I'm 21... so really, my age range should be no younger than 18... even 18s pushin it though. But I gotta be honest. I would go for a 17 year old... I prolly wouldn't do the nasty, but I'd do other stuff. I'm a bad man. A bad bad man. So I guess I'm bored, otherwise I wouldn't be typing about this stupid stuff. I wish I had some punch and pie. Dazel, you looked cute tonight.
I'm glad everyone feels like they can tell me anything. I don't judge people... its stupid that I find it hard to take sides, but its excellent that I can see the situation from any side... My back is so messed up right now. God damn bed... So talkin to Jess is always good, but I feel like shes been hinting at doing some "friends with benefits" stuff... she played a song for me about being lovers for the night and forgetting about it and going back to being friends in the morning... "isn't that a great song?". Uuuuhhh. Hey... hows it going. I dunno, I might be reading into that too far, but according to her, we're getting married someday. To which, I responded: " If we get married, I'm not going to accept any platonic shit. We gotta get down AT LEAST a few times a week." "Well, duh!". NIce. Very nice.
Saw Travis at the party. Everyone tells me he used to have beef with me for some unknown reason, but I guess time heals all wounds. He was cool, and we were chatting it up. I need to chill with MAriah... and Jess... aaaannnddd, uuuuhhhh.... hmmmm.... Whoever.
I'm toasted.