It wasn’t going to work.
After sitting in and listening to calls, I started having feelings that the alarm monitoring job wouldn’t be the best fit for me… When my W2’s STILL haven’t come in as of today, I was almost hoping that they’d let me go, so it would be over with, but that didn’t happen, they were going to work to try and keep me on. I just… I would be so mind blowingly bored out of my skull at that job I can’t see myself keeping my performance at top notch. And it’ a job where people’s lives COULD be in the line.
So, I talked with Tracy. His opinion means everything to me. I had to know if he’d be ok if I turned it down. Since I lost my job with Comcast, I’ve been feeling like little more than a heel and a mooch, and partially worthless. If it wasn’t for him, I probably would have been rather out of it and down these last few weeks. He understood though and didn’t want me starting working somewhere just for the money when the hours would have sucked, and he didn’t think I'd like working there either. So… I am still looking for work then.
I’m still getting calls from potential employers and temp agencies, so I’ll just keep taking them, keep hoping for interviews, and hope I get something that is going to work.