Need hugs badly
For one my school never sent my damn transcript to the fucking college so now I might not be able to get in for the August semester. Then my Grandma D is basically hiding that she is more sick then she is letting us believe. We knew she was sick but she is just hiding how bad it is. I think she is doing that cause she knows what's going on with Grandma Shirely over here. Man both of my grandmas are sick and to top it off Dad wont be down probably till august so he will miss my birthday.
All these things are just driving me crazy. I need my Buddy system back. I NEED GEN! That's why I don't do things alone I am so use to having someone I can call whenever to hang out and go everywhere with me. Now things are different. And I feel bad cause I'm wanting to spend so much time with Spikes cause he is the closest thing to a real best friend that I have and I feel like I am smuthering him enough and being a bother -_-.
So I really need a hug. Last night it just all blew up in my face and I most likly made him look bad infront of his friends which I did not mean too. I so need a nap but I know there is no way I will fall asleep due to my mind wont shut the hell up so I'll most likly be up ALL NIGHT AGAIN.
All these things are just driving me crazy. I need my Buddy system back. I NEED GEN! That's why I don't do things alone I am so use to having someone I can call whenever to hang out and go everywhere with me. Now things are different. And I feel bad cause I'm wanting to spend so much time with Spikes cause he is the closest thing to a real best friend that I have and I feel like I am smuthering him enough and being a bother -_-.
So I really need a hug. Last night it just all blew up in my face and I most likly made him look bad infront of his friends which I did not mean too. I so need a nap but I know there is no way I will fall asleep due to my mind wont shut the hell up so I'll most likly be up ALL NIGHT AGAIN.