Aug 06, 2007 12:38
i'm not really sure yet,but i think i'm turning into a man. i just turned twenty and it feels so close to thirty and that's old. my life is taking flight and it actually feels good. i didn't go to college so i work,and i actually like my job. the field is everlasting in this career. and the money never stops growing if you're business worthy and can put words in the right places. i'm driving my dream car and it just keeps getting faster and more beautiful. my love life is neverending. but i'm searching for the end always. that one that takes my breath away as she walks through my door. and i want chills when she touches my stomach and hips. i went on a date last night,and i had the chills. but no jumping off cliffs,lets take the side road. its a slow safe drive. i absolutely love when a girl makes me nervous. i think i like not knowing what to say sometimes. one more year,i've made myself a promise. i'm putting this small town behind me. business is first when taken on by the middle class. i'm just trying to make it. and i have a best friend right there by my side willing to take any step i take. we breath together,and always say the exact same thing,exact same time. i love it. music,what my undying love. sunshine and smiles,watch out for us. hopefully we can play out soon,i think you'll like it. settle is such a scary word,but i'm ready i think. and if i'm not ready i atleast want to meet settle.
onto better times,i'm trying so hard.
perfection is so far away.
love,zack.