i need sleep.
i should be asleep, right now. i can't though.. i drank coffee and am now a mindless drone sitting in front of my laptop.
lately, i have been so damn lazy. i hate it. i need to find another job and i need to save money and start running again.. and just being a normal person in general. instead, i stay up all night.. sleep all day.. read and sit on the internet. oh, and hang out with friends. which are all wonderful things.. but, i need to take some responsibility and stop wasting my time. tomorrow, i will hang out with my family and then, when they leave on wednesday; reality check. i need to get some stuff together. life does not happen on its own.
so, my papa is sleeping in the other room.. and he just YELLED really loud in his sleep. it scared the crap out of me. it sounded horrible. i think he was still asleep, ew. creepy.
tonight, i went over to the Obrien's house.. they were having a birthday party. we kept making elijah, their 7 year old brother read mr. obrien's father's day card, repeatedly. it was one of those ones with the words then, i flap and a picture underneath to complete the sentence and it said, 'happy father's day to best dad in the whole, *picture flap:picture of a dam* *picture flap: picure of the world.* and we would just cry laughing when his little voice would read it outloud and his whole face pucker up laughing at himself.. we ever videoed it, that's how wonderful it was. -it was nice to talk to sarah about some crap. she's a good listener.
last weekend was amazing. dan and i went to fort adkinson with beej and zach. we met our new friend, rae. and pretty much had a blast taking pictures and just hanging out..
i've been in a pretty crabby mood lately with my parents.. oweing a lot to me, pmsing. and no, that is not a cop out. it's true. but, i hate when things are strained between me and them. it sucks.
i got skype yesterday, so i can talk to jenny through my internal mic and speakers in china, for freaking free. it's amazing and i am in love with it. we are going to set up a phone date.. because, so far we have only been able to talk in whispers on it.. because, it was 4 in the morning here and my brother was asleeping on the floor, because we have been bedroomless. ONLY ONE MORE NIGHT. although, i will miss my family. if we had two guest rooms, i wouldn't care at all. it would be nice, my family could stay as long as they wanted. as it is, i just feel that i have no where to go..
alright, i am going to try and sleep now. that would be good for me.
i hope everyone's monday was fantastic. i love you all..
lately, i have been so damn lazy. i hate it. i need to find another job and i need to save money and start running again.. and just being a normal person in general. instead, i stay up all night.. sleep all day.. read and sit on the internet. oh, and hang out with friends. which are all wonderful things.. but, i need to take some responsibility and stop wasting my time. tomorrow, i will hang out with my family and then, when they leave on wednesday; reality check. i need to get some stuff together. life does not happen on its own.
so, my papa is sleeping in the other room.. and he just YELLED really loud in his sleep. it scared the crap out of me. it sounded horrible. i think he was still asleep, ew. creepy.
tonight, i went over to the Obrien's house.. they were having a birthday party. we kept making elijah, their 7 year old brother read mr. obrien's father's day card, repeatedly. it was one of those ones with the words then, i flap and a picture underneath to complete the sentence and it said, 'happy father's day to best dad in the whole, *picture flap:picture of a dam* *picture flap: picure of the world.* and we would just cry laughing when his little voice would read it outloud and his whole face pucker up laughing at himself.. we ever videoed it, that's how wonderful it was. -it was nice to talk to sarah about some crap. she's a good listener.
last weekend was amazing. dan and i went to fort adkinson with beej and zach. we met our new friend, rae. and pretty much had a blast taking pictures and just hanging out..
i've been in a pretty crabby mood lately with my parents.. oweing a lot to me, pmsing. and no, that is not a cop out. it's true. but, i hate when things are strained between me and them. it sucks.
i got skype yesterday, so i can talk to jenny through my internal mic and speakers in china, for freaking free. it's amazing and i am in love with it. we are going to set up a phone date.. because, so far we have only been able to talk in whispers on it.. because, it was 4 in the morning here and my brother was asleeping on the floor, because we have been bedroomless. ONLY ONE MORE NIGHT. although, i will miss my family. if we had two guest rooms, i wouldn't care at all. it would be nice, my family could stay as long as they wanted. as it is, i just feel that i have no where to go..
alright, i am going to try and sleep now. that would be good for me.
i hope everyone's monday was fantastic. i love you all..