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It's amazing how it feels warm and fuzzy one moment and cold and sad the very next.
I thought we're way past this stage of having to explicitly rant on the streets.
I thought we're in a comfort zone of being able to share our thoughts and discuss them issues calmly.
I'm very disappointed to have to face this defensive tone and this burst of rage in the middle of the road.
I don't know what to say and feel.
If it's 3 years back I'd probably shouted back and hiss back defensively.
Right now, I'm at a stage of I don't want to embarrass any of us so please stop this right now mode.
I don't get how you still don't respect me in public.
I think we've spoken about this countless time on how we should learn to calm down before we get all agitated.
I used to be very rash and ended up saying a lot of things that I'd regret after and I've truly changed that.
But I don't understand why do you still have to cut me short whenever I want to explain myself calmly.
I don't know how you want me to respond to your defensive words. Regardless of what I say, you'd always have a million things to rebutt me. What's the point of sharing my thoughts?
Is this going anywhere?
I don't want to be drenched in tears in years to come because I didn't share my thoughts when I had the chance to.
Why are you being so mean?
I thought we're way past this stage of having to explicitly rant on the streets.
I thought we're in a comfort zone of being able to share our thoughts and discuss them issues calmly.
I'm very disappointed to have to face this defensive tone and this burst of rage in the middle of the road.
I don't know what to say and feel.
If it's 3 years back I'd probably shouted back and hiss back defensively.
Right now, I'm at a stage of I don't want to embarrass any of us so please stop this right now mode.
I don't get how you still don't respect me in public.
I think we've spoken about this countless time on how we should learn to calm down before we get all agitated.
I used to be very rash and ended up saying a lot of things that I'd regret after and I've truly changed that.
But I don't understand why do you still have to cut me short whenever I want to explain myself calmly.
I don't know how you want me to respond to your defensive words. Regardless of what I say, you'd always have a million things to rebutt me. What's the point of sharing my thoughts?
Is this going anywhere?
I don't want to be drenched in tears in years to come because I didn't share my thoughts when I had the chance to.
Why are you being so mean?