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you know those last few days i had in californa were preatty sweet. oh how i wish that i could have them back. i don't know what it is but some days i feel like im in a fog. i don't think...... im just kinda numb. too it doesn't help that everyday its the same old thing...... our house hasn't sold yet so were pretty much stuck. oh i'm tired of pretending i like it here. i don't i really don't. i just want to go back "home." i know God is trying to show me something but what? i want to stand back and listen it just seems to hard. thats one thing and heres another. zach. my very best friend and boyfriend. oh how much i miss him. i have changed so much sence i met him. its almost like he has showed me who i was. ( i really didn't know ) hes coming in july. i can't wait. were on the two week count down. (well two weeks from thrusday) i have changed alot sence i moved. i don't want to say "oh i have grown up" but i'm definently not the same person. i know im jumping around to different subjects oh well.
-lizzy
-lizzy