I've had this sitting on my computer for a while now about our baby girl, Elena Gilbert and how she's dealt with the "doppleganger must be sacrificed and the oldest vampire in the world is after you" news. It's reflective of her journey from confusion, a feeling of helplessness and fear to that of a stronger, determined and empowered young woman facing her certain death. ENJOY. :)
suggestion // orelia
it just takes a second for my world to come crumbling down.
oh I'm sure in the distance you can hear that awful sound.
so why can't he see from my point of view,
and how many seconds in the hours of a day do we lose?
oh, was it me or his feelings,
me or his feelings that day?
'cause i just stood there in silence
watched while my world blew away
and just like that, my life was broken,
i can barely breathe and now i'm open for suggestions
at the end of the day, life's a lesson,
my life's a lesson
numb // h30 dubstep cover
tired of being what you want me to be,
feeling so faithless, lost under the surface,
don't know what you're expecting of me
can't you see that you're smothering me,
holding too tightly, afraid to lose control,
'cause everything that you thought i would be
has fallen apart in the light in front of you
it doesn't matter // allison krauss
it doesn't matter what i want,
it doesn't matter what i need.
it doesn't matter if i cry,
don't matter if i bleed.
you've been on a road,
don't know where it goes or where it leads.
you could make a killing // aimee mann
i wish i was both young and stupid
so i could have the fun that you did
till it was time to pony up what you bid
so you could make a killing
i could follow you and search the rubble,
or stay right here and save myself some trouble
or try to keep myself from seeing double
or i could make a killing
yeah, i could make a killing.
under the sheets (baby monster remix) // ellie goulding
where did the people go?
my hands are empty.
you're not the answer, i should know,
(like all the boys before, like all the boys before)
we're under the sheets and you're killing me,
in our house made of paper, your words all over me,
we're under the sheets and you're killing me
rabbit heart (raise it up) // florence + the machine
you made a deal and now it seems you have to offer up,
but will it ever be enough?
(raise it up, raise it up)
it's not enough
(raise it up, raise it up)
i look around but i can't find you
(raise it up)
if only i could see your face
(raise it up)
i started rushing toward the starlight
(raise it up)
i wish that i could just be brave.
i must become the lionhearted girl, ready for a fight,
before i make the final sacrifice