yeeeeeeaaaaah......
i got plastered last night. royal pissed. piss drunk. stumbling around, falling down drunk, except i couldn't get off the couch. i was with some friends, and was really depressed until about the 5th shot of vodka. then everything in my life had this little rosy glow and everything was hunky dory and i didn't have to worry about anything. of course, the 5th shot isn't were i stopped. one of the purposes of the night was hookin up wit some lady friends that were coming over. they didn't. around 1 in the morning(we started drinking around 8 that night) i got really depressed n just wanted someone to hold me. then davey's dad came over and was talkin to him, and i was just leaning up against my car feeling sorry for myself while they talked, and trish came out of the house and came over, asked what was wrong, and gave me a hug. made me feel better.
i swear to god i'm so pathetic sometimes.
i swear to god i'm so pathetic sometimes.