Nov 22, 2010 00:45
of course, when i remember i need to update my lj, map of june would magically start playing. i think all the time about how innocent those days were, and how i feel barely drunk after a bottle of wine. thats not innocent at all. i miss my friends, i miss my family, i know i'll always expect more of myself but really? i need a break. i need something to be happy about.
im currently obsessed with a park formally known as the "liberty park ruins." i wish i had more time to visit this place but i have never-ending homework and grad school applications. i love old things. they have stories. and secrets. mosts of them ill never know or even imagine. something about that makes me feel peace.
i feel invincible