something in the way she eases my mind
my feelings pull me in so many different directions. i miss adam but i'm having such a hard time. i can't tell if i only have these feelings because i want something i can't have, or if i really miss him as much as i think. i know i was really disappointed when i saw he had a chance to write me and didn't. i don't deserve to feel like that. i just need to move on i guess.