Yeah you know, we all wanna change the world...
I have the flu and it sucks. oh well. i've had a very productive last couple days. hung out with some cool people, did some work, and i have been working on this painting that i think will turn out to be the best/most different one i've ever done. pardon the dramatics of my previous entry but i just got some bad/not so unexpected news. sunday was a little sulky. yesterday was quite chill. i want the 4 new director's series dvd's. i wish money wasn't a problem but frankly, i'm glad it is. it keeps me down to earth and real. today was a lot of painting and some reading. i'm watching nip/tuck with tanya and jess at the moment. on another note, i really want to be happy and content with everything that has passed the second before i die. oh man, death. the great unknown. i am afraid there is nothing beyond. that we just come to exist and die and that is all. nothing would matter. happiness is devoid. scares me a lot. sigh.