dilemma, or not.?
i was reading my resolutions for last year, checking how many i managed t complete.
and i decided to give up half way cause e results were not the most encouraging.
this year, instead of setting resolutions that will nvr happen because im just not self discipline enough (and the long time line just makes things a lot more diff) i thought i'll have a small goal every month.
setting a short term goal just seems a lot more feasible now.
anws.
my "things i must do before i die" list just cant seem to stop growing.
and recently i feel like quitting my job.
dont get me wrong.
i like what i'm doing and i enjoy working with the people i see at work, and i genuinely think this is a great place to build a career.
i dont know if i say tt all the time when i join a new company.
u know everytime u leave somewhere for a new place, u'll always start realizing how ur new place is so much better than the old place in so many aspects.
but after some time, u'll also start to realize how every place has its own shit.
back to e main topic.
i just feel like there's something out there that i should be doing now, at this point of time than to work.
obviously i wanna travel- dive, be adventurous, visit rustic places, eat authetic italian and french food, visit a winery blah blah blah...
then here comes the ever present dilemma.
should i work first and earn more money and create a career for myself before i enjoy.?
if i dont do it now, will i be too old by the time i do it.?
i think that has been one of the biggest dilemma i've had for a long long time.
tgt with should i study now or work first.?
somehow or rather i'm pretty certain life wil work out a lot better once i've got these 2 dilemmas figured out, and STICK TO IT.
and i decided to give up half way cause e results were not the most encouraging.
this year, instead of setting resolutions that will nvr happen because im just not self discipline enough (and the long time line just makes things a lot more diff) i thought i'll have a small goal every month.
setting a short term goal just seems a lot more feasible now.
anws.
my "things i must do before i die" list just cant seem to stop growing.
and recently i feel like quitting my job.
dont get me wrong.
i like what i'm doing and i enjoy working with the people i see at work, and i genuinely think this is a great place to build a career.
i dont know if i say tt all the time when i join a new company.
u know everytime u leave somewhere for a new place, u'll always start realizing how ur new place is so much better than the old place in so many aspects.
but after some time, u'll also start to realize how every place has its own shit.
back to e main topic.
i just feel like there's something out there that i should be doing now, at this point of time than to work.
obviously i wanna travel- dive, be adventurous, visit rustic places, eat authetic italian and french food, visit a winery blah blah blah...
then here comes the ever present dilemma.
should i work first and earn more money and create a career for myself before i enjoy.?
if i dont do it now, will i be too old by the time i do it.?
i think that has been one of the biggest dilemma i've had for a long long time.
tgt with should i study now or work first.?
somehow or rather i'm pretty certain life wil work out a lot better once i've got these 2 dilemmas figured out, and STICK TO IT.