man i really do upset people alot i guess..

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well lately what has happened. i met this cool guy Zach. i didn't know he had feelings for me until last night. and i screwed up a perfectly good friendship because i didn't feel the same. and it hurts. because normally i wouldn't care. but theres something about him that just makes me feel horrible. like more horrible then normal. and im sinking into my depressed state faster then ever. and it sucks. right now all i want to do is talk to Roy or Sam or Ashley. cause they are like the only ones who are ever willing to listen to me half the time anymore. i just now want school to start because i have nicole in my psychology class and my b-day study block.. and roy is in both of my lunch blocks, and ryan is in my history class. so i think i can deal with the school year this year. Zack (my brother) will be attending Green Run this year with the rest of us!! it should be so awesome. the only thing that worries me is the fact that zack doesn't take any shyt from anyone. so i hope he doesn't get OSS or anything. cause that would suck!

on a happy note. i have 2 days off.. today and tomorrow. me and sam are going to ocean breeze tomorrow i hope. im supposed to be cleaning hardcore right now. my room is horribly dirty. i hate it right now. cause i have food rotting in my trash can. its nasty! yeeeah. but i think im going to go clean now. because im feeling better. adios amigos. nothin' but love <33

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sarah elizabeth