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The last couple of days have really not been working out for me at all. I can't drop my history class, therefore I need to try to do semi-well in this class. I don't see that happening but whatever eh? I can't get a new job, which is really really something I NEED to do. At least my grandpa's house finally sold. That's some good news. So maybe my mom will help me out with something, pay for my car, or my loan or something, anything. It's spring now, and that's good.
I was watching this episode of Full House where Joey's old girlfriend came back to town after 10 years... (I know, Full House, what the hell? haha) But it made me think about what if Ryan and I broke up, what would it be like? I want to be friends with him forever. But when I think about us being "just friends" and hanging out and such, he is single. If he had a girlfriend, I don't think I could do it, nor would his girlfriend probably allow that hah. I dunno. I hate it when I start to think about things like this. Because I love him and I don't want to think about breaking up, but it's obviously a possibility, and I should be realistic.
And tonight I have to work. Blah. I hate that place, very much. And I really hope I can at least have the pleasure of spending time with the boy afterwards. But we will see I guess, eh?
I was watching this episode of Full House where Joey's old girlfriend came back to town after 10 years... (I know, Full House, what the hell? haha) But it made me think about what if Ryan and I broke up, what would it be like? I want to be friends with him forever. But when I think about us being "just friends" and hanging out and such, he is single. If he had a girlfriend, I don't think I could do it, nor would his girlfriend probably allow that hah. I dunno. I hate it when I start to think about things like this. Because I love him and I don't want to think about breaking up, but it's obviously a possibility, and I should be realistic.
And tonight I have to work. Blah. I hate that place, very much. And I really hope I can at least have the pleasure of spending time with the boy afterwards. But we will see I guess, eh?