Jan 29, 2007 16:10
Ah once again life helps me forget about this journal.
So after I broke up with andrea i spent a while getting over that mess that sent me into almost a depression. Kinda cause I was cheated on and told so at thanksgiving, kinda cool huh? well I have gotten over it.
Christmas break was amazing and life changing. I met a girl from school before break and continued to talk to her over break a lot. Her name is Hannah, but i will get back to her later. I made a trip to Ohio State university and Im in the process of filling out transfer apps and I hope to attend there by next winter! Im really excited about it and it will change my life and completely move me away from everything I know, but its not a bad thing because im at the point in my life where I can still do something crazy like get up and move my entire life. I need it. Also Im living with ryan berry next year. should be an amazing and crazy time. Fraternity is great and Im the social chair now which means im responsible for all sorts of crazy parties. I like it and it keeps me busy and always thinking of new ideas.
My drinking levels are so far down from where they were at freshman year. I drink once or twice a week now and its not really any big thing anymore. Mary Jane is also down in my life. I have a structured and filled life that I live now and I love it. And it still allows me to party when I want to. I study, workout, active socially, life is great what can I say.
Hannah is amazing. Talked to her all over break so I got to know her personality first. She is very very cute too! I like her a lot. She is the type of girl that always thinks about the small things and is always very thoughtful. You cant really find any girls like her anymore or in college anyways. I have certain qualities I like to see in girls and she posseses most of them! The best part is im still getting to know her. Always something new with her which keeps everything so interesting! Havent felt this way about some one since, oh geez, high school.
Ive done so many fun things this year and Im really proud of it. Scotland, Ohio State, Put in Bay, Pittsburgh, California. Ive traveled and that also makes me really happy!
Cant promise when I will write next, but As for now just letting you know that life is great even after such a long period of disarray and depression. I enjoy the fact that life allows you to rebuild yourself and actually turns all those nasty events into a really good learning experience. Ive been writing a book on my computer about all types of stuff like this. I have never told anyone about it, but its coming along great! Its basically just about stuff like that, living and learning through mistakes and down times and then also looking at the good times that you get after learning through mistakes. I like it, it keeps me busy and helps me learn! :)
until next time. Love you all
~AJ~