School
Today was our first exam for the semester. I got an 88. I'm happy because I felt so unprepared. On the other hand I can't seem to get over the hump and really master the material.
It has been a struggle though. I've been doing my best to tend to J's needs while she recovers but not doing a very good job. I fear I may have taken on too much, but every day gets a little better, and all things being equal, we're both doing okay.
Saturday was difficult. She burst into tears over some conflict or other, but more than likely it was hormones. I felt so bad though. I reassured her that everything is okay and I'm doing my best, and if she would rather I not care for her she can ask somebody else to take over. She thought it over and decided that mostly she's just frustrated that she can't do anything for herself and can't leave the house. I think the cancer thing is bugging her too. I know it can't be easy. I've never had to deal with something like that so I have no idea how that must feel.
I have lots of life aggravation that's getting under my skin. I'm trying my best to deal but don't always succeed. It has been so cold here for the past 3 weeks or so and it's bothering me. I can't imagine how I managed in Ohio when it stayed cold for months. I'm already tired of winter and it's only been a month.