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[thewatchyouwear]

i feel like i'm losing my grip on everything. i don't know how to hold on.
today it just kind of hit me and i have so much shit to do and i feel like i'm being pulled in a million directions at once.
my friends are pulling me. they don't mean to, but they are and i don't know how to juggle it all.
my mom's pulling me to get all of my shit with my room together. fuck that.
school's pulling me. i only have 6 fucking classes and i still feel overwhelmed. no more missing school for kierra. at least not for a while.
work. that's all i'm gonna say about that.

i'm getting into that mood again. that mood that scares me because i don't know what it'll be this time.
i guess it's all the same, though.
i need a break. some type of release. i need to make some bad decisions.
i have to read.

closing time
open all the doors and let you out into the world
closing time
turn all of the lights on over every boy and every girl

so gather up your jackets
move it to the exits
i hope you have found a friend
closing time
every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end