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mmk, well i've just been feelin the lj urge lately.
i don't really have much to say. i'm sitting at home alone on a saturday night yet again b/c i am grounded. i should just change my name to dumbass.
um... i'm actually surprisingly happy with the ways things have been going lately. surprising b/c, well, things haven't really been going that great.
i haven't talked to my friends much. but... that's by choice. i'm realizing there are a lot of times when people just aren't very ...appetizing.
hm.. and now i'm a cannibal.
i am, as i've stated, grounded. but... seeing as i don't really have many people i wanna see... it's not really so bad. although, kristen was gonna come over this weekend for the first time since my parents began the i hate kristen club, which i was actually very much looking forward to. hm... too bad.
my family has been... up and down. one minute its all fighting and crying and lecturing and the next minute its as if nothing happened. but, i guess that's to be expected with parents.
this won't get out of my head and... i'm beginning to think it'll always be somewhere in my mind, whether it be the back or the front. i'm just accepting that i'll never really rid myself of it... i just gotta work past it.
h/o, missa's calling...
mmk, sorry.
yeah, but anyways. i think what i'm realizing is that there's a big difference between being bored with your life, which i am, and hating it, which i don't. i realized that hating my life would mean hating the decisions i've made that have gotten me to this place and... i'm trying to embrace my decisions/mistakes because well... they all have their purposes, even if i don't know what the fuck they are.
i say high
you say low
you say why
i say i don't know
you say goodbye
and i say hello
mmk, well i've just been feelin the lj urge lately.
i don't really have much to say. i'm sitting at home alone on a saturday night yet again b/c i am grounded. i should just change my name to dumbass.
um... i'm actually surprisingly happy with the ways things have been going lately. surprising b/c, well, things haven't really been going that great.
i haven't talked to my friends much. but... that's by choice. i'm realizing there are a lot of times when people just aren't very ...appetizing.
hm.. and now i'm a cannibal.
i am, as i've stated, grounded. but... seeing as i don't really have many people i wanna see... it's not really so bad. although, kristen was gonna come over this weekend for the first time since my parents began the i hate kristen club, which i was actually very much looking forward to. hm... too bad.
my family has been... up and down. one minute its all fighting and crying and lecturing and the next minute its as if nothing happened. but, i guess that's to be expected with parents.
this won't get out of my head and... i'm beginning to think it'll always be somewhere in my mind, whether it be the back or the front. i'm just accepting that i'll never really rid myself of it... i just gotta work past it.
h/o, missa's calling...
mmk, sorry.
yeah, but anyways. i think what i'm realizing is that there's a big difference between being bored with your life, which i am, and hating it, which i don't. i realized that hating my life would mean hating the decisions i've made that have gotten me to this place and... i'm trying to embrace my decisions/mistakes because well... they all have their purposes, even if i don't know what the fuck they are.
i say high
you say low
you say why
i say i don't know
you say goodbye
and i say hello