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[thewatchyouwear]

i just went from a very high high to a very low low.
these past few days have been amazing. missa and lauren make me so incredibly happy and just being with them has brightened my mood
and teddi and jason don't hurt either
and all in a matter of maybe an hour it's all gone.
i feel as though i've lost her and if not, i will soon
and i hate thinking that my mom might be... w/e she is. and that she felt like she couldn't say anything about it.
i feel as though everyone i've gotten close to has left me
and i know it's not about me. i just sucks because they're gone, physically, mentally, chemically, they're gone
and there are so very few people left
i hate school. i don't want to be there
i don't want to be sober
i wanna go back to jake's with lauren and missa and my boys (JASON WANTS MISSA'S BODY)
i wanna go back to badfish
mostly i just don't wanna be here
and i hate being worried.
she worries me
i kind of worry myself.
but, w/e.

if i turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me
sing this song
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone