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i'm becoming quite the hypocrit.
as much as i call you a flake, i have done nothing but bounce back and forth between freedom and you.
but, there is no reason to be unhappy with what i have right now. this is what i've wanted and i realized that i will always want it until i actually experience it. so... i'm ready to experience... are you?
i'm trying not to make a big deal out of this b/c i love you and i'm sure you already feel bad about it... but, i'm so tired of people leaving when i'm getting closest to them. i love you so much and... i don't wanna let you go, too. but... i will if it'll make you happier. i always do.
i'm feelin some loneliness comin on.
damn GROUNDING.
as much as i call you a flake, i have done nothing but bounce back and forth between freedom and you.
but, there is no reason to be unhappy with what i have right now. this is what i've wanted and i realized that i will always want it until i actually experience it. so... i'm ready to experience... are you?
i'm trying not to make a big deal out of this b/c i love you and i'm sure you already feel bad about it... but, i'm so tired of people leaving when i'm getting closest to them. i love you so much and... i don't wanna let you go, too. but... i will if it'll make you happier. i always do.
i'm feelin some loneliness comin on.
damn GROUNDING.