Whiskey Tango Foxtrot
Yeah, I've decided that this Journal is about the dumbest idea I have come up with. I haven't even thought of any good stuff to put into it. I haven't even thought of any good stuff to put into my other, open access blog.
Things I have plenty to tell people, this is true. But some of those things I don't want to tell people. And there are things I only want one or two people to know. And there are things that I want to tell people, but I don't think that it would be a good idea to do so. Hell, I already think I have pissed just about everyone off this week and last week. When I was upset, I said some things I didn't mean to one person, only to be asked if I really meant them by a completely different person. I say one thing to another person, but don't explain it well. I don't know if I could have explained it. I didn't understand why until yesterday. And then I yelled, not 10 minutes ago, at one of my oldest friends. Which she doesn't deserve, no matter how stupid her actions were. (Yes, Liz, I am still angry you did that, but its okay. Don't do it again.)
And then there is Russell. Who takes so much of my complaining and just listens. Who takes my occasional verbal abuse and knows I don't mean it. And understands that even when I am the bastard I am, I'm not really a jerk. You are a true friend, my brother. Thank you. Forgive me for being mean to you.
I was really hoping that a couple people would be on. Like my cousin, whom I yelled at about a week ago.
I think I am just going to take a walk tonight. A nice long walk.
I think this will be the last post I put in here, at least for a while. No one really give a damn about my "secrets" anyway.
EDIT: Yeah, I am keeping this on here for the sole purpose of being able to comment on other people's blogs.
Things I have plenty to tell people, this is true. But some of those things I don't want to tell people. And there are things I only want one or two people to know. And there are things that I want to tell people, but I don't think that it would be a good idea to do so. Hell, I already think I have pissed just about everyone off this week and last week. When I was upset, I said some things I didn't mean to one person, only to be asked if I really meant them by a completely different person. I say one thing to another person, but don't explain it well. I don't know if I could have explained it. I didn't understand why until yesterday. And then I yelled, not 10 minutes ago, at one of my oldest friends. Which she doesn't deserve, no matter how stupid her actions were. (Yes, Liz, I am still angry you did that, but its okay. Don't do it again.)
And then there is Russell. Who takes so much of my complaining and just listens. Who takes my occasional verbal abuse and knows I don't mean it. And understands that even when I am the bastard I am, I'm not really a jerk. You are a true friend, my brother. Thank you. Forgive me for being mean to you.
I was really hoping that a couple people would be on. Like my cousin, whom I yelled at about a week ago.
I think I am just going to take a walk tonight. A nice long walk.
I think this will be the last post I put in here, at least for a while. No one really give a damn about my "secrets" anyway.
EDIT: Yeah, I am keeping this on here for the sole purpose of being able to comment on other people's blogs.