Jan 20, 2005 03:49
This is prolly the only time that I will ever do this, but mother fucker, i needed it tonight. I have had alot of jagermiester over half a pint, and i am feeling so much more relieved from all the stress that i am feeling.
I have been celibate since November, completely with the exception of kissing Kim 3 times NYE and twice outside of bowlign one night. i am now admitting some buried feelings thanks to the jager miester, demon with antlers.
I don't know how it's going to go, as it's still happening. She is the one i talked baout being raped thanks to a drug a few posts ago. I ahve felt these feeling afor a long time now, and to be honest, were it not for alcohol, she'd not know them now.
Oh well, we will find out sooner or later.