Everything is always better in the beginning
Okay. So today I woke up early, got ready and came to school actually in a good mood thinking that I felt okay. Which was quickly shot down and spit on when Aaron asked if I just woke up.
We get lunch and he's once again frustrated because I cannot explain myself clearly. I'm wasn't mad with him. I was mad at myself. I'm spitting out words that are clashing with one another. I did not think I would be having this conservation today. At that time. I am aware that not everything is planned. I just wanted to rearrange my words better so I would be able to make sense. Then again, I was the one who brought it up this afernoon.
I was trying to explain this mask theory to him, but, only ended up playing a mime. In any case, I felt like this horrible person that has continued a relationship with someone for two years. He has invested a lot of time in this, and then I inform him I was not completely myself. For a while. I just wanted him to be like everyone else.
Okay fuck. So, Radhika told me to stay away from Aaron. She told me a while ago.
I think this same situation happened with Chandler. Same words. It's the reason why we broke up. Questions were asked, words started to come out, and things got fucked up. Because we both were drowning in something that ...Yeah, I'm done talking about Chandler.
I don't have anything else to talk about.
We get lunch and he's once again frustrated because I cannot explain myself clearly. I'm wasn't mad with him. I was mad at myself. I'm spitting out words that are clashing with one another. I did not think I would be having this conservation today. At that time. I am aware that not everything is planned. I just wanted to rearrange my words better so I would be able to make sense. Then again, I was the one who brought it up this afernoon.
I was trying to explain this mask theory to him, but, only ended up playing a mime. In any case, I felt like this horrible person that has continued a relationship with someone for two years. He has invested a lot of time in this, and then I inform him I was not completely myself. For a while. I just wanted him to be like everyone else.
Okay fuck. So, Radhika told me to stay away from Aaron. She told me a while ago.
I think this same situation happened with Chandler. Same words. It's the reason why we broke up. Questions were asked, words started to come out, and things got fucked up. Because we both were drowning in something that ...Yeah, I'm done talking about Chandler.
I don't have anything else to talk about.