Argh!
Tonight I went to Simons.
Kristin and Amber...and Gina...sat behind us. Kristin and Amber had to fight about where they were sitting...because they didn't want to look at me. Then Kristin had to sink....litteraly sink, all the way donwn into the booth as she glared at me.
And all I wanted to do was go up to both of them, and just stab (with a knife) the living fuck out of both of them. Just keep stabbing and screaming, "WHY THE FUCK DO BOTH OF YOU HAVE TO ACT LIKE YOU'RE FUCKING TWO!!????"
Jesus fucking Christ. I know what happened in the past. That was five fucking years ago. Five fucking years ago.
Now it is almost 2:30 in the morning. I was supposed to see Anthony tonight. Once agian he cancels because of (reasons unknown). He claims he's busy....but he still seeing Justine.
I am fucking cold. My feet are fucking freezing. I'm fucking tired. And I had to drop Psychology tonight. I'm so fucking digusted with myself and with other people. I just want someone to kill me.
And my Dad is deaf.
Kristin and Amber...and Gina...sat behind us. Kristin and Amber had to fight about where they were sitting...because they didn't want to look at me. Then Kristin had to sink....litteraly sink, all the way donwn into the booth as she glared at me.
And all I wanted to do was go up to both of them, and just stab (with a knife) the living fuck out of both of them. Just keep stabbing and screaming, "WHY THE FUCK DO BOTH OF YOU HAVE TO ACT LIKE YOU'RE FUCKING TWO!!????"
Jesus fucking Christ. I know what happened in the past. That was five fucking years ago. Five fucking years ago.
Now it is almost 2:30 in the morning. I was supposed to see Anthony tonight. Once agian he cancels because of (reasons unknown). He claims he's busy....but he still seeing Justine.
I am fucking cold. My feet are fucking freezing. I'm fucking tired. And I had to drop Psychology tonight. I'm so fucking digusted with myself and with other people. I just want someone to kill me.
And my Dad is deaf.