Shape the Invisible [OPEN]

Jul 16, 2009 07:20

Who: Ratchet (redwhitensnark) and whoever is in the mood to visit. (Feel free to interrupt him.)
What: Nauatilus' head of medical has a lot of his processors. Rather than let it all eat at him, he decides to initiate a meditation session to further sharpen his focus for the purpose of bending.
Where: Northern District, outside the medbay.
When: Thursday ( Read more... )

† alexander wolfgang, † jamie hemeros, !open, † kyd wykkyd, ratchet, † prowl

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posting from my phone plz forgive errors and double posting. 1/? due to phone error still_strike July 16 2009, 14:04:48 UTC
For once, it is Prowl who is not composed.

He, too, had been thinking on the implications of the Ashura's words, on the lessons learned from a younger, freer self.

Chaos without order is meaningless. Order without chaos is stagnant. The two dance, twins ever circling each other, and where their shadows meet begins the universe.

Sari was right in some ways. He could bear to loosen up a little. He was right in some ways. Life without focus was meaningless.

He still loathed the idea of war, but much as it had been at home, here he finally had something to fight for.

Still. He wondered if he would ever have his peace.

He had been sitting in the dojo, his processor turning over these thoughts, when he felt it.

Bumblebee was gone.

He didn't know how he knew. Perhaps it was cyber-ninja training, perhaps it was his faint connection with the AllSpark, or maybe it was nothing more than the eerie silence - regardless, he knew in his Spark ( ... )

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2/2 done god that was hard on a phone still_strike July 16 2009, 14:18:05 UTC
Bumblebee. He'd initially resented the yellow loudmouth, but after working with the other bot for so long, he'd realized why. Bumblebee reminded him of himself when he was young. And with that realization came the idea that all Bumblebee needed was a little focus.

Some order to his chaos.

In teaching the younger bot, Prowl had found more than a simple student. He'd found a son.

And what a time to finally have that revelation.

Losing Bumblebee hurt as much as losing Yoketron had - no, more. Do not sacrifice the future to preserve the past.

A part of the future was gone now. Once again, Prowl had failed in his task. It did not even occur to him that nothing could be done.

He wandered aimlessly through the city with no thought at all to his direction. Bumblebee was gone, truly gone. What did it matter, where he was going? He didn't transform, didn't dance lightly across rooftops - he trudged.

It was thus that he wasn't even aware that he'd walked all the way to the medbay.

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Holy scrap. I'll bet. o_o redwhitensnark July 16 2009, 14:33:30 UTC
Ratchet is still outside, sitting quietly in the shade. He does not hear Prowl approach so much as sense him, feel that the other bot is nearby and taking up space. Slowly, the medic comes up out of his meditative state, optic shutters lifting.

It doesn't surprise him to see Prowl. It does, however, hurt him to see his brother brought so low. As it is, the only way Ratchet is managing to stave off the pain, himself, is to stay focused on what is coming.

This brings the loss back into sharper focus, however.

"Prowl..."

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still_strike July 17 2009, 02:52:37 UTC
He hears Ratchet's voice.

It's very strange, now. He remembers pieces of the last week like something distant, like something from his childhood, but it's part of him now.

He looks up, his optics weary.

"Hello," he says, and then adds, "brother."

That actually brings a slight smile to his face.

"May I join you?"

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FFFFFF Holy great wall of China. citygrit July 16 2009, 16:32:51 UTC
Alexander always hated hospitals. Medbays weren’t that much different. So he didn’t know why he stuck around as long as he had, even after being released from his room.

Oh. Right. Maybe it had been the good half hour of being stuck up in the bathroom, coughing and dry-heaving into the sink. Didn’t matter how many times he washed; he could rub his flesh raw and he would never be cleaner than he was two seconds ago. That would require effort.

Maybe the transition had tacked on a few days of actual good health to his lifespan. Either way, he wasn’t one to start looking a gift horse in the mouth. Coughing and dry-heaving was a step up from the chunks of organ tissue that he had churned out in alleyways or trash cans or toilets when no one was looking. Or suspected no one was looking. Wouldn’t that make things terribly convenient. It was part of the reason he couldn’t keep bothering Wendy for long ( ... )

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citygrit July 16 2009, 16:33:12 UTC
Gathering a jean jacket and what little things he’d had on him, Alexander set out to leave the medbay for good. He’d cleaned up some, but that wasn’t saying much for the rest of his health. Another indicator of his pathetic making something out of nothing deal would be the fact that he couldn’t even ass himself to make new, non-torn up clothes. His pants and turtleneck were still as worn out as ever ( ... )

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redwhitensnark July 17 2009, 09:29:09 UTC
Ratchet's optics unshutter after a few seconds. Sometimes, if he manages to delve deep enough, it is difficult to leave the serenity of meditation behind to return to the light and noise of the real world, he's found. It is an odd sensation, he muses, almost a contradiction... To feel and know more about the space around him though inner focus despite purposefully depriving himself of the feedback from his audio receptors and optic sensors. Even his ranged scanner array, the trackers for spark signatures and heat traces tend to fall offline while the medic is in meditation ( ... )

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citygrit July 17 2009, 18:25:41 UTC
To anyone’s shock, Alexander had almost become a somewhat zen when it came to things he wasn’t entirely used to these days, even when it came to giant talking and sentiment machines. Hell, he’d seen stranger things, hadn’t he? Having lived a life surrounded by the unknown helped with him not wanting to question the how or the why part.

He also remembered much more than he cared to let on. Having been crazy for a week didn’t leave him with the most pleasant of aftermaths, but hid it behind a pretty pleasant smile that wasn’t all so pleasant when his lips were also pretty cracked as well. With his skin so dried up, it was difficult to say whether he could summon tears if he ever, god forbid, cried again.

take care of yourself“Yeah, I’ll try.” Didn’t always mean he’d do it very well, but who needed to know that part? Should’ve been obvious at Alexander wasn’t always the most ace of people when it came to self-awareness. He looked pretty bad on the surface-just think of what else he was covering up. “Thanks. For lookin’ after me and all ( ... )

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cannot_spell July 16 2009, 17:39:22 UTC
What did he do wrong?

Quietly, he's been making himself scarce. Most of the time, he spends himself in the Batcave. Sitting in his room and just not understanding. Trying to figure out what he's done wrong. Why Starscream left him behind. He's been doing everything he said, so...

How many times has he had to see them go? And get ditched by Jinx. And leaving behind the HIVE FIVE against his will. And Squall's leaving and it's not fair and he's so sick of this.

And now another threat is coming.

People say he's a hero in the future. But how can be that be? Is he supposed to help rise up against this threat too?

Who knows.

Kyd Wykkyd quietly steps out from the Medbay. He doesn't say anything to Ratchet; he just silently sits himself down next to the medic, pulling his legs up to himself and burying his face against his own arms.

He's not looking for anything. Just someone to be next to.

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redwhitensnark July 17 2009, 10:10:58 UTC
For a few minutes, silence hangs between them. Then Ratchet rumbles quietly in acknowledgment of Wykkyd's presence.

The dynamics created by all the connections in the city are odd to say the least. Just the ones between Ratchet, Wykkyd and by extension Sari and Starscream are complicated. The medic is uncertain as to why Kyd Wykkyd recently ended up at the medbay, though the fact that the doors are open to him has never changed since Ratchet made the offer all those weeks ago. Reasons aside, Ratchet is willing to look after the youngster just as selfishly as he guards anyone else he has brought in through the doors.

The medic shifts his position, bringing one knee up so he can rest an arm on his knee joint while his other hand drops down behind Wykkyd, palm barely touching his back.

Ratchet says nothing, gazing out across the way at the other buildings on the street. No sense in forcing the issue if Wykkyd is merely looking for company and not necessarily conversation.

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cannot_spell July 17 2009, 13:13:58 UTC
The touch surprises him, light as it is. Honestly, he expects nothing. (It's always easier to expect little than to expect too much.) He blinks a moment, looking up at Ratchet, then ducks his head a little.

Slowly, the teleporter turns and leans against his palm, curling up against it.

It's a stupid, childish thing to do, but the company is nice and he's tired of being alone already. It's barely been a few days and he hates feeling all these things all over again.

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redwhitensnark July 17 2009, 13:31:34 UTC
Fortunately, Ratchet is accustomed to being leaned on. Life in Detroit with Sari got him used to being climbed on, swung from, used as a perch... Life in Nautilus turned him into James Sunderland's personal sleeping area. And given everything Wykkyd has been through, the medic hardly thinks of his leaning as stupid or childish.

One of Ratchet's fingers finds the kid's back and rubs it a little. The gesture and message are simple enough. I care and I'm here.

Really, it's getting to be less and less of a secret that the old bot has a soft spot for the younger set.

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folds_ur_pants July 18 2009, 10:00:00 UTC
In light of recent revelations - namely, that something very bad is coming sometime in the near future, and it will apparently take the collective population of Nautilus to stave it off - Jamie's been practicing his Bending more fervently than usual. It...hasn't gone so well.

He's managed to bend a few small things, but when he compares that to the feats of some of the more talented of the city's denizens - well. Willing a box of dryer sheets into existence can't really compare with Mr. Jefferson's altering the flow of time like he did that once. Jamie sincerely hopes they're not all expected to be at that level of Bending prowess, because he's sure he'll never be able to rise to the challenge ( ... )

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redwhitensnark July 18 2009, 11:06:16 UTC
"Hrm. ...Jamie?" Ratchet opens his shutters a moment later, optical cameras focusing on the youth as he allows himself to move into a more relaxed position. His smile is slight, but the warmth in his voice is hard to miss.

"Have a seat in the shade, kiddo." He pats the ground next to him before resting his hand on one knee joint. "Just out for a stroll or are you like some of the rest of us, worried about all the nonsense that's gone on and still to come?"

He's fairly sure it's the latter. One would either have to be completely insane or have been living under a rock for the last week or so to not be at least a BIT concerned about the business involving Isis. And while the thought's already occurred to him before, seeing Jamie causes it to resurface... It won't just be the adults and those accustomed to combat who will have to help defend the city. If Nautilus is to stand, likely everyone will have to help somehow...

Even the kids.

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folds_ur_pants July 19 2009, 09:29:30 UTC
Jamie smiles a bit and accepts the invitation, settling cross-legged on the ground nearby, his hands folded loosely in his lap. At Ratchet's assessment, he nods, and then falls silent for a moment, trying to order his thoughts.

"Mn, yeah. Been trying to Bend, y'know, like Jin said we needed to, but..." He lifts one shoulder in a chagrined shrug. "Haven't been making much progress. Thought I'd take a break. Just for a little while."

There's a lot he leaves unsaid - that he's worried about being able to do his part in the conflict to come, that the worry is something that threatens to erupt into full-blown panic if he allows himself to dwell on it too much - but he's not quite ready to admit to that just yet. Instead he glances up at Ratchet, a little hesitantly. "What about you? 'm not interrupting anything, am I?"

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redwhitensnark July 19 2009, 10:40:26 UTC
"Sometimes just stepping back from whatever work you've got helps. Clears your mind a little and lets you see things a little better when you get back to it. I think we still have some time, too, so it's not like we've all got to master bending before the week's over ( ... )

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